Bedtime

Posted on 6th December 2010 in Journal

I have a bedtime, 1am, it’s a sensible hour, I asked for it, but dammit I can’t keep to it. I suffer insomnia and lying in bed for hours on end getting stressed and upset isn’t especially appealing. I desperately want to keep to my bedtime, when my sleeping is normal and I get to bed at 1am, or earlier, I often dream about snuggling up with him. It comforts me to know that I’ve done as he asked and makes me feel close to him.

I have all but exhausted the suggestions on how to beat insomnia: lavender oil, rescue remedy night, nytol, kalms, no caffeine, lying in bed for hours, getting up and doing things, having wind down time, having a bedtime routine, only going to bed when tired, going to bed at the same time, forcing myself to get up at a sensible hour, allowing myself to sleep, etc, etc, etc. You get the picture! Nothing works.

It’s so frustrating. I know he understands and I can’t help it but it’s so frustrating. I want to be a good girl and my dammed body wont let me!

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3 Responses to “Bedtime”

  1. lunaKM says:

    1 pm? Is that a typo? You go to bed at 1 in the afternoon?

  2. Persephone says:

    ah bugger! yes, it is! 1am! In my defence I wrote the post at about 2am!

  3. lunaKM says:

    LOL, so you wrote about your bedtime, after your bedtime. *snickers* Just like the post says, you are having problems.



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